The year of 2014 was a fairly tough year for me and a year of refinement. God brought me through some huge adjustments in my health, gave me emotional, spiritual and physical refreshment on a trip to Germany with youth from our church, took away and brought new friendships and helped me to see the path at which I was to go at this season in our life. When I wrote our Christmas letter for 2014, I actually had a really hard time writing it because looking back at 2014 at that time, it was a struggle to be grateful for that year.
Now as 2015 is starting off, I have a whole different perspective on where I am at and our family. I am so grateful to God and his grace and mercy as he continually guides us and gives us the peace that only he can give.
First off, I am so grateful for the opportunity to stay at home with our 3 year old son. I have never wanted to stay at home full time but God started impressing it upon my heart that this is what I was supposed to do back in September of last year. I absolutely love the time with him, all the fun things we can do together and just being able to be at home more to cook and take care of the house.
Another thing to be grateful for starting this year is the peace that God has given me about only having one child so far. We are wanting more children but are not sure if that will happen biologically and also desire to possibly adopt but are not sure if that is God's plan either. To truly be content and ok with just having one child is such a blessing. That desire to have more has been so strong and painful at times as I hear of another person being pregnant and mourn my own loss of this not being our reality.
Today, I had the opportunity to go and volunteer in an elementary school in the office. I did some filing and other various tasks for them for a couple of hours. What I was reminded of while I was there was just how much we all are influencers. Our schools are the hearts of our communities. The teachers, administrators, secretaries, para-professionals and all the other people that work in our schools are doing a hard and important job. The hustle and bustle of the school is the life of each and every child and family. Pouring into these kids is an opportunity to show the love of Christ and the fruits of the spirit.....Galatians 5:22-23 reads,
"But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control."
What better way to be an imitator of Christ than to serve and have a positive influence on these children and staff? I am excited to continue to help in our son's school when he starts school. I challenge us all to get involved in a school in your area. They are always in need of people to read to the kids, help provide resources for the school etc. I also want to give a big thank you to all of my friends and family that are in education. You are making a difference in people's lives.
Last but not least...God has reminded me of how blessed we are to have his Word, the Bible at our fingertips. This book gives us hope and has everything in it that we need to navigate this life here on earth and beyond. I am hoping to memorize this one verse for the year. It has been a verse that has always resonated with me.
Romans 15:13 says, "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."
Do you have Hope in this life?