If there is one thing that seems to be a reoccurring theme in my past 33 years is the fact that I constantly struggle with change. I don't think I am alone in this sentiment and most humans truly struggle with this too. However, I feel as if the past 4 months of life have really made me think about this more as I process what is going on in our day to day lives at this current time.
As Americans, we desire to be "busy" so that we have purpose. An article today reminded me of this thought and how now as I process this even more with me being a stay at home now, the temptation that I am "less of a person" or am not accomplishing much in this chaotic time is even easier to believe if I don't fight against those thoughts or feelings. Here is the article. This sentence really struck me, "I am created in the image and likeness of God, yet somehow that isn't
good enough for me. So I fill my Facebook feed and my calendar with
self-important busyness to avoid just being."
What two commandments does God call us to do? Love God and Love Your Neighbor. Does he tell us that our children need to go to the best school and be the most successful in school, sports, and spend every waking hour at church? No. Period. Paragraph. Comparison is everywhere around us and we will always be sucked down into sinfulness when we start down that path.
Recently, I have seen God grow my heart for reading his word, the Bible. This is his love story to us and how we grow closer to Him and his son Jesus so that we can know his ways. This is where he wants us to spend our time....reading his Word, listening to him and praying to him. When we spend time with him then we can be spend the time we share with others; our children, co-workers and neighbors/friends with a refreshed servant heart and seeing them through a God lens.
It says in Matthew 5:14-16: “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that[a] they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven."
If our lives and hearts are truly being transformed and changed by God then people cannot help but notice. For me personally, I need to stop "doing" so much to find purpose but instead spend time with God so I am confident in my purpose which he has already given me. Then I can spend each day, despite the constant change in our lives, loving others as he equips me to do his will for his glory.